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I don't know anymore
I killed a bee today.
My dad had cancer a few years ago.
I didn’t don’t talk about it
Other than the jokes
We make because I didn’t don’t want to think
About how he could have died.
What would have happened to us then?
I think about the chemicals in bug spray
And how it stinks stinks stinks stinks up
The entire house and smears
All over the kitchen window
That looks into the backyard.
There are kittens back there or there were
Before their feral mother moved them.
Do they need their shots?
The tree behind the shed is overgrown
To the point the branches can touch the ground
And I’m too big paranoid to go back there
Without getting hurt bitten stung
To see if I can find them.
Younger me would have been out there.
I can’t even pick up a dead bee
That I killed killed killed killed
With chemicals that make me think
About cancer and the feral kittens hiding.
I killed a bee
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Streaming v.3
I. Summer
Sometimes it's too humid outside. Like even the air is sweating from the heat. We throw open the windows and drag out the fan because it's still too cool for the air conditioner.
The dog needs her fur trimmed.
I remember when I was little. I would spend forever outside chasing fireflies. Walking through the creek behind my house barefoot. Crawdeads, turtles, garden snakes. Water striders were water spiders.
Now I hide inside. Mesh shoes and the cartoons of my childhood are the closest I come to the past. I haven't grown up. Not really. I've just learned fear since then
II. Fall
Things are dying. The grass in my yard is yellow. Leaves are supposed to be yellow. And red and orange. But they're brown and mushy and they plop down into piles before drying up. The wind carries them into the street. My neighborhood is ugly.
Kids start a new school year in the season of dying. Only a bright bus stands out as it chases children down.
III. Winter
There was an ice storm when I was in 7t
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Characters I plan on having commissioned. (This is a note to myself)
*Ellie + Luka + Maroon
*Cadel + Sabra + Tamber + Olin
*Miranda + Alex + Porter + Mellow
*Tabis (January 20) + Sasha (July 18) (HP Fancharacters)

These are just different original characters from original stories that I've yet to share. Except for Tabis and Sasha who are OCs for a fandom.

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I'm a tad bit nervous at the moment.

About a year ago I found someone who made me a custom Gryffindor robe. It's not movie accurate. The lining is actually red and not that faded color used in the movies. The lining also covers the entire inside of the robe instead of just the sleeves or front.  Which is fine. I asked for that to be done. The only problem with the robe involves the sleeves. The seamstress stayed true to the pattern provided, which meant the robe was too long. The same with the bell sleeves.

Unfortunately, the seamstress left town to visit family and I haven't heard from her since. This left me going to an alterations store to have them make the adjustments needed. The woman fixed the length well enough. However, there was obviously some communication issue with the sleeves though. Instead of simply taking some of the bell out of the bell sleeves, she took all of the bell out.

The sleeves currently hug my wrists.

I finally found someone else in town that does alterations. However, they're not sure if they can fix the sleeves. I've been waiting two days for them to get back to me with an answer. I'm both nervous that they won't be able to fix the sleeves or that if they do the sleeves still won't be right.

The making of the robe and the alterations so far have cost me $120. How much more money is it worth spending if this round of alterations doesn't work out?


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Sventine Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the favorites :) :hug:
LadyFromEast Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Hello! Thank you kindly for faving my artworn and adding me to your devwatch! :Bummies: 
pawelshogun Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you kindly for the watch Llama Emoji 27 (Awesome) [V2] 
I'm very happy you enjoyed my paintings. I hope you have a wonderful day!
Fyrrea Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you by Fyrrea  
Thanks for your support La la la la I'm very happy you liked my art!
Have an awesome day Hug,
PaulWeber Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorite.
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